Secret Dreamz

2004-07-11T14:56:00.000-07:00

hey ppl wats up im juss bored here like usual... well im at my sis house and were cleaning these rooms cause were goin to move in with her for a while then we maight go and move to missouri!!! :( i cant believe my parents though they so selfish they dont know how frustratin movin is 4 like me i know I maight sound the selfish one but im not cause weve been movin for as long as ive lived i had to move twice and go to new places and wen i meet ppl adn start liking the place they start sayin they want to move know for no reason juss to move how messed up is that well i gtg were still cleanin!!!!!

2004-07-08T15:18:00.000-07:00

Que Honda!!! ppl well im juss here packing all my stuff so it can be ready for wen i move out of this place... i love the Twista ft.Rkelly: So Sexy its sooo cute!! but yah ive been plannin to go and volunteer at this skool juss for a lil bit cause my friend is going to do it and instead of being home and doing notin (juss watchin tv and eatin... im SERIOUS) i should do something construtiv with the lil kid at the elementary skool plus itll b fun... well imma let u go its not like ur reading this :p wel BAI!!

2004-07-07T23:08:00.000-07:00

hey yo!! wats up well ive never done a blog b4 its a first but its koo... but latly in my life... its not really drama but im going out with a guy named Tony he is really sweet to me and really caring but he never calls me and his excuse is like he is to tired... PUT ME ON SPEAKER THEN !!! but i dont want to NAG rite now so much. but, like i think i could have (a lil bit) expected a lot more from this relationship we havent gone out for a long time or anything but it feels like he doesnt care like i feel im more into this relationship more than he is and wen I call him he is like i love u so much and i miss u idk if i should belive most of wat he says its like i dont want to or juss the way he says it.. it confusing..but also wen we talk its like, watever, nothin really intresting to talk bout and like my freinds tell me too dump him and i have thought bout it but like telling him and not even trying to like tell him i have this unsolved problem like out of nowhere i should break up with him its not like calling me is a major problem but im also movin and ppl think thats the whole reason he wanted to go out with me juss to get somethin and then u know imma go and its not like we both want a long distance thing going on i know i dont...but my friends have been their for me and they wouldnt lie to me and tell me he isnt good for me but i also wants wat is best for me and i have mixed emotions bout this plus im not really into him as i thought i was but i guess u would expect a guy to call u and not the girl mainly do all the calling but like it would be hard to break this up cause itll come out of nowhere and i hate that... well itz been good gettin this out of my system well i gtg BAI!!!

2004-07-02T15:16:00.000-07:00

im really bored!!

First entry

2004-07-02T15:05:00.000-07:00

this is tha 1st entry welcome 2 mah site!!!